Hold your head high; heavy heart & save the strength for the morning after. <3

^_^ Heyyy, my name is Chantal. I'm 20 years old. I'm Ecuadorian, Puerto Rican & Italian. I suck at blogging but I'll try my best to keep everyone entertained.

Rock/post hardcore music, unicorns, hello kitty, the color red, sugar skulls, cherries, hair dye, Vic Fuentes, sex & love are my favorite things & mostly what you'll see on here. :]
Yea just a warning. I feel more antisocial than usual lately, so stop overwhelming me guys&#8230; If I need you I&#8217;ll reach out to you but thanks to anyone who&#8217;s tried to be supportive.

Yea just a warning. I feel more antisocial than usual lately, so stop overwhelming me guys… If I need you I’ll reach out to you but thanks to anyone who’s tried to be supportive.

Posted
2 hours ago

I’m so disappointed.

I’m really disappointed in myself.

I always find myself begging guys to come back to me even when I’m the one that breaks up with them & then they want nothing to do with me & completely pushing away.

I don’t understand why I’m like this. Maybe I need self esteem. Or maybe I just love too much & I never know when to let go.

I’ve literally had the worst pain today.


Emotionally & physically. My stomachs all tied in knots & I feel extremely anxious.

I cannot stop begging for forgiveness & crawling back.

I hate this so much. I seriously need help.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’ve cried my eyes out so much. It’s so ridiculous.


Why can’t anyone ever feel the pain I feel ??? Why must it only be me.

I keep blaming myself for this breakup. I feel so guilty. Idk

I don’t know what to do anymore.

All I know is that I feel completely pathetic & lifeless.


I feel like my life has completely ended.


I didn’t want any of this to end. I never did.


it’s can’t be happening to me. It’s just can’t.

I want this pain to end NOW.

Posted
16 hours ago

WHY AM I ALWAYS BEGGING OMG

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Posted
17 hours ago

I literally cannot stop crying.

Wtf am I gonna do with myself? This hurts so bad. I can’t even deal anymore.

Posted
18 hours ago

Why the fck does this hurt so much ?!

I need to relax , goddamit.

Posted
19 hours ago

Wtf is wrong with me I dnt wanna feel anything anymore

Posted
23 hours ago

How the fuck can people be so cruel & careless ????

I just don’t get it.


Don’t get into a relationship if you’re a careless heartless bitch.

Posted
1 day ago
Yesterday :] #whitagram

Yesterday :] #whitagram

Posted
1 day ago

I must be a terrible person because terrible things only happen to me

Why the fck does everyone need to hurt me & abandon me? Like damn take that shit somewhere else.

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Posted
1 day ago
I&#8217;m way too old for this fcking shit. I have way too many goals in life &amp; guys are forever holding me back. It&#8217;s time to be independent. I have to worry about MYSELF for once. If you&#8217;re not giving me the attention that I deserve then goodbye.  #rant #fuckeveryone

I’m way too old for this fcking shit. I have way too many goals in life & guys are forever holding me back. It’s time to be independent. I have to worry about MYSELF for once. If you’re not giving me the attention that I deserve then goodbye. #rant #fuckeveryone

Posted
1 day ago

Okay I know I’m jealous

But how the fck does that make me a bad girlfriend ?

Since when does wanting attention & wanting a guy to remember things a bad thing?

Honestly the way I see it is people need to stfu & keep their opinions to themselves. If I’m the type of girl that don’t want my man talking to another girl well then that’s how it’s gonna be don’t fcking judge me.

Ugh. I’m so goddamn irritated.

Fuck relationships.

Posted
2 days ago
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